• Why am I still here?
    I got what I wanted; I am free
    But why is my eye releasing a tear?

    I never was happy with what I had
    I was underappreciative
    and I was always sad

    I had to leave, I couldn't stay
    We had a great relationship
    But I threw it all away

    I'm so sorry for what I did
    You even told me it was begining to be sad
    the way I treated you like a kid

    I know that what I did was wrong
    and I know even more I'm singing
    the same, boring old song

    I know now I should never have gone
    You'll never get it; for you to forgive me
    I'd break every single bone

    I understand it if you won't take me back
    but I just want you to forgive me
    because now our friendship is off track

    You must be so confused as to why I just got up and walked out
    There was a certain reason why
    that you know nothing about...

    I wish I could tell you
    but just know it hurts me today
    and I didn't want you to have to hurt too

    I didn't cheat
    I didn't lie
    I didn't hurt
    But will you ever guess why?

    I really wish you would
    but for your own good I hope you won't
    But if telling you I only could

    I didn't just want to get up and walk out
    maybe one day you'll know
    the reason you know nothing about