• you dont know pain,love,sadness,or madness till youv felt it,all my life iv loved my family,i feel no feelings,when a loved one dies thou do not cry?i didnt.....,i feel no pain.does thou get made fun of no matter how sad thou looks.do you click thou heals saying theres no place like home? i do love.i am in love but i do not know if he loves me.i know thou do not feel simpithy.but i felt i should tell you real pain.....my life.