• where was he?
    when you were down and sad
    where?
    when you were mad
    he left you alone for a child
    now you're in love again
    or is it lust
    or do you know
    you let him touch what was mine
    but where was he?
    when you needed someone to talk to
    because your father was giving you s**t
    now he's back in town
    twisted your world all around
    one day i'm yours
    the next i'm not
    who played with your emotions?
    was it me or him?
    who changed when they got with someone else?
    was that him or me?
    was it i who was the same
    was it me who loved you even when you made me mad?
    now i'm competing for something thats already mines
    how could you let him in
    after i spent so much time with you
    how could you call him
    and not him
    will he love you
    when you do underhanded acts?
    or is his ploy just a act?
    was it me flirting with the world and feeding you lies?
    or was that him too?
    who's gonna put up with you when you're mad?
    how could you contradict your statements?
    who told you it would be ok
    when things got hard?
    who comforted you?
    where was he when i kissed your soft lips?
    where was he when i said i loved you
    and you said you loved me too
    he was out with another
    isolated you from him is what he did
    told you he hated you
    and now he likes you again
    who loved you for who you are?
    and not what you look like?
    who loved you period?
    and who really has your back?
    through thick and then
    but you're willing to throw it all away for someone
    who's half way across the country
    and flirts with anything with breast
    what does that say about me?
    why am i the door mat?
    is it cause i care so much

    so where was he?

    think about it logically and rationally

    and you tell me