• I felt your heart beat for the last time and it killed me,
    kills me to know you died.
    I felt your happiness for the last time and I always hoped it would never end.
    I felt pain for a long time and I still feel that pain.
    My heart became empty when you left and that heart is still empty but kind.
    I felt your love when you thought in your mind "I love you and I always will", I knew it was true and I still do.
    You were taken from my life but not my heart nor mind.
    I kept the thought of you and it kept me alive.
    I remember your love and it will never end.
    Truth is, when you died, I blamed myself and I still do.

    I try to be a good daughter for father, but he keeps treating me like s**t.
    Now that your gone I have no one to run to, no one to stop him from letting his anger get the best of him, to keep him from going too far.

    When I talk to sister she treats me like trash.
    She acts nice on the phone or when she talks to someone else about missing me or wanting to see me, but in person she turns into a b***h.

    But when I'm alone I feel your presence and you save me from myself.
    When I am alone I remember you and I know I can make it through.


    By: Sierra (SerinaTormented)