• My First Love

    That summer day we woke up and didn't know each other, we went about our day as normal, then s random conversation started. we talked about our favourite films, our friends, our memories. we learnt alot about each other.

    The 2nd day, it was magical, i woke up happier than i'd ever been. i went to talk to you, we watched films and laughed, iv never laughed so hard, that smile across my face, wow, that big goofy smile that gave away my feelings, betrayed my deepest thoughts. we talked for most of the day, 13 hours if i remember correct *which i always will* it was the 23rd of august, the day i confessed my love to you. it was a warm day, sun was shining and my smile shone just that bit brighter, because you told me you loved me back.

    the months passed, we fell out but always got back togerher, then, on our first valentines day, i realised how beautiful you truly are to me. how perfect you always will be to me. your eyes shone through the crowd, calling me towards your beautiful smile, enticing me to kiss you, holding you close, that perfume evoked such emotion that i could never express in word or song. the touch of your skin against mine, that explosive kiss, the crowd parted, the world roteated faster and faster as i fell deeper and deeper in love. all the time in the world, thats what we had, all the time in the world.

    Every fault, i looked right past it, every flaw i didnt care. the way you walked drove me crazy, the way you talked made me stare in awe, the way your eyes always seemed to pierce my heart filled me with an absolute certainty that i'll never have again, the certainty that i will spend forever with you, everyone told me i was stupid, everyone saw that you weren't good for me. but i never listened, i loved you, still do. always will. that fateful day i realised how much you tore me apart, theday i saw you kill me inside, the day i lose my mind. your beautiful smile, it was still there, those iridescent eyes, were still there. that sweetly seductive kiss, was still there. but it couldnt be, could it? you were evil,yet angelic. you were the love of my life, the one girl i loved. we left it there, you were out of my life forever. you left me there to bare the burden of insanity. i love you and always will.