• I stare out over the ocean,
    and wonder,
    did he think of me,
    before his end came?

    The end came for him too soon,
    and i think of him everyday,
    wondering, does he the same,
    up there above?

    Did he find someone new,
    to love,
    to hold,
    and caress?

    Is my pain,
    that never fades,
    oh so,
    necessary?

    All things fade,
    but my love,
    will never,
    will his?

    Does he know that,
    my dress,
    still hangs,
    unused?

    Will he wait,
    for my,
    time that's,
    yet to come?

    Will he,
    hold me,
    in his arms,
    and wipe the pain away?

    The pain grows stronger,
    and i weaker,
    does he know,
    Does he care?

    The tears fall,
    and the pain grows,
    i hold his wedding band,
    and wish for him. Will he ever return?

    My heart is weak,
    and my tears full,
    but i always think of him,
    does he need care and love?

    The end of life took him,
    when will it take me,
    is it never coming,
    if so will he return for me?

    The end,
    there is no end for my pain,
    there is no end for my love,
    is there an end for his?

    The tears are a puddle now,
    and my pain is not smaller,
    it's grown bigger,
    has his?

    Will he love me,
    when we see,
    each other again,
    will he shrug and leave?

    War took him,
    and now i have a war,
    a war of pain, sadness, and love,
    does he?

    Him,
    the mere thought of him,
    brings more tears,
    does it the same to him?

    Does he always,
    think of me,
    like i the,
    same to him?

    I care,
    I want him,
    Does he care,
    Does he want me?

    Should i give up,
    will it matter,
    will it ever,
    am i strong enough?

    I'm going to see him soon,
    will he be happy,
    will he hold me,
    or will he turn away?

    My heart pounds,
    it hurts my chest,
    yet pain is never new,
    is it to him?

    The diamond on my ring,
    glistens in the setting sun,
    why does it do that,
    can it sense its match as i do mine?

    The sun is gone,
    oh so fast,
    it's strange,
    is it to him?

    Does my pain matter to him,
    does he have someone new,
    old worries become new,
    are they to him?

    I see a star,
    it shines like my ring,
    is it him,
    saying he loves me?

    I call back,
    "I love you,"
    The star is silent now,
    did i worry him?

    I lost him once,
    will it,
    can it,
    happen again?

    I'm in waiting,
    i don't know if he's,
    waiting for me,
    does he know i am for him?

    I will see when,
    my time comes,
    will it come,
    for me soon?

    Tears fall again,
    like stars,
    i long to call to him,
    does he long to call too?

    My longing never subsides,
    these years i still love him,
    my finger is always covered,
    is his?

    Many men want my hand,
    but there's a ring,
    are they blind,
    or just deaf?

    They say we all have soul mates,
    but they never mention,
    that we may lose them,
    is that on purpose?

    I wait,
    does he,
    or did he find more,
    something i can never give him?

    I say no,
    once again,
    he looks so much like him,
    are they related?

    I back out to a balcony,
    it's the balcony where we met,
    by coincidence,
    or on purpose?

    There is his star,
    sparkling,
    twinkling,
    a message?

    Is he here,
    i glance around,
    where,
    where can i find him?

    Nowhere,
    he's not here,
    will i,
    will i ever find him?

    Will he,
    will he ever find me,
    will he,
    will he love me?

    I love him,
    my heart aches to be with him,
    the shards of my heart hurt my chest,
    will i ever go numb?

    I'm here,
    in waiting,
    just waiting,
    is he the same?

    I love him,
    does he,
    love me,
    the same?