• i smile with them but i feel like im not recgonize i walk with them but i end up far behind i talk to them but i end up cutting off i say my holiday greetings but never get a thank you i try the to shop but end up buying what they dont want my heart depends on love but they want to deserve some one with valuables and riches.............when i feel accomplished they dont give me credit i give them my every loving concern they back me off when i want to fit in i always loose and end up becoming dead too them when i ignore them they want me to follow them but when i leave they hiss and snicker at me when i do stupid things they call me an idiot when i want to give them a hug they hug me slightly with no smile they say fake a** hug or not good enough..........whats wrong with me am i immature not that outgoing or is it them that can see that im just an Outcast!!