• ♥ I fall asleep.. thinking of you. ♥

    How much I miss you..
    How much I love you..
    And thinking how you love me.

    As the dreams begin.. I slowly smile.

    I've hated dreams ever so much.. especially when you came in them.
    If your wondering why.

    It's because they kill me with pleasure knowing..
    seeing.. feeling you by me.

    Even when you hug me.. it feels real.
    The warmth coming off of you.. holds me close.
    ♥ My own personal sun. ♥
    Everytime I look upon the sunsets... the sunrises..
    They make me think of you.

    Everytime I go outside and feel the sun's rays upon my skin.. feels like that warm touch you give me everytime.

    That's why I stay away from the sun..
    More like I hide in the shade.
    Because I know..
    that if I let that happen
    I thought you'd disappear.

    It makes me cry.
    Yet it makes me smile.

    I wish this were real for once.
    Is it that hard to ask for this little dream to happen?

    More like impossible.

    ♥ You cuddled with me. ♥
    Surprising me everytime..

    Everytime!

    When I'm in your arms..
    Like I will always say
    ♥ "That's my heaven in your arms." ♥

    ♥ Heaven In Your Arms.. Never Felt So Right ♥

    Why is it that in a dream... everytime you come closer to touching my hand... that it felt real?

    This is why I hate dreams..
    It surprises me and makes it feel so real...

    This can't be real..
    No matter how I cry with happiness in the dream
    yet get disappointed when I find out it was all a dream

    That again I just woke up crying. But I still smile.

    ♥ I know that I'm sure that I love you.. I always will love you, that won't change. ♥
    ♥ I know that you for sure love me.. You've always proven it. Always did it for me.. ♥

    You say it won't happen.. that its all a dream.
    You know we both want it..

    Tell me then... why does it feel so real?
    And that it's the same one over and over?
    Why do I have that hope that it will come true?

    It will. I promise. I hope..

    ♥ heart I wish it ever so much... heart ♥


    ~ ♥ ~ Raven Lillianburg ~ ♥ ~