• I want to escape reality, but I no longer have a partner. The silence clears the room, and at the drop of a hat. There's a fight, there's an argument, and ultimately we have a war. why are you still yelling, this is how it was before. Someone should've already broke down and cried, where are our hearts at. There's a knife under my pillow, and I was thinking about killing myself while you sleep. I'm tired of using lyrics, because right now none of them get me, what the ******** is the problem, can't I have another try. Life ain't no playground, and you're not a damn slide. Right no I still love, there is no comparison, it's funny cause I don't think before I talk, yeah I'm a gentleman. I was a big game to you, you're Kim, and I'm Eminem, let's wipe this thing clean, like I was a dry erase board. And more and more you erase, now I'm more lonely than ever before, there's a line that I've crossed. I've exceeded your bullshit level, stop listening to me I'm only a rebel, lying in the mist waiting for a kiss that you never gave me... I'm just a stoner, who looks like a loner, and doesn't belong here. I'm not gonna credit god, because where was that guy, when I needed him, when my mom prayed... When my dad left me, I was already insane. You were the light for me, I guess I was wrong, this isn't pain, ha-ha, this is a love song. I feel sick you better jump off, where's my head it at, it feels like it came off. Slowly but surely, I'm changing for you, something that gave me so much joy I gave up for you. In fact soon, I won't even be there for you. Where's the love? It didn't never exist. I'll shelter you from the storm, like you were a homeless... This poem is long as ********, please don't read this when this pushed me down, my friends were ones that lifted... Me.