• Again he is distant
    this game fate plays is wearing me thin
    for just one beautiful crack in time i feal whole
    then skimmed away and torn away from me
    i just wish i could feal whole
    all the time i feal this void in my heart
    it stabs at my being with each beat
    tearing away at my will
    sometimes i just cant take it
    i just want to go away
    i just want to disapear
    i thing what if i did
    who would acctualy miss me
    who would cry
    i wonder who can look in my eyes and see through my mask
    i wonder who can see that this happyness is just one big sherade
    i wish somebody would take notis
    i wish somebody would see the stabbing pain in my heart
    just someday
    maby just maby
    if somebody could look right through my mask
    the sorrow that weights so heavy on my heart
    i wish somebody could seethe void that tears away my will to live
    the beast that i know someday will be the end of me
    for just one second i felt whole
    just sometime i get a little push that keeps me going
    a simple word
    just a little complement
    i dont know if you have notised
    but that just makes my day
    thats the only thing keeping me up....
    but one day i wont even get that
    and i know one day i will slip under...