• these dreams these thoughts
    plague my soul
    they blacken my heart
    why me?
    why not someone else
    this burning heart burns for you
    with deceit and hatred
    i stare into your eyes
    but i forget why im here
    your eyes see right through me
    the softness of your lips
    raise me into the heavens
    your heart beats right next to mine
    as we exchange breaths
    i always forget
    but im always reminded
    of what you did to me
    but i remember of what i did to you
    i died long ago before you could come back to me
    a heart you believe i have
    is a heart that never existed
    the words my tongue twist around
    the words that your ears are played to hear
    are words that were from the heart
    that existed long ago
    why me?
    all i wanted was to love and be loved
    is that to much to ask for
    falling to my knees
    i asked to be saved
    but i fall under
    here i see this man in front of me
    you worthless fool to much risked
    and nothing was gained
    but i see it to be worth it
    you see nothing but lies and deception
    and a promise made is a promise that will soon break
    from the inside and crumble on the out