yes. it's 1:40am and i'm bored. but not tired. D:
ugh. i hate that.
so. i've been drawing avi art for my friends. and they've turned out awesome. go look at my da & be amazed XD i've got a list of people to draw...and who knows? maybe you're on it! 8D in fact, i've been drawing so much lately, that i've been considering actually opening up that mini-shop that i talked about months ago XD
hmm...AH <3 my best friend EVER is coming back to texas in a couple of weeks. omg i so excited. she's like a sister to me. i don't know what i'd do without her. :3 i loves my lisa. AND i have time off from babysitting, and money to go & do stuff with 8D i'm happeh.
oh. but D: i'm confused & slightly hurt about something. ok. so me, lisa, and this other girl, named alexa have been friends for a while. well, lisa moved & then alexa stopped talking to me. we didn't talk for about a year or so. but, me & lisa always kept in touch. SO. alexa randomly starts talking to me again before spring break (of this year). she's apologizing about ditching me & being such a b***h. so i'm like, "cool beans~ i get my buddy back 8D" we went to the mall once, to try & catch up. then she never talks to me again after that. ok. pfft. whatever.
THEN. i was talking to lisa a couple of days ago, and she was saying how the three of us should get together, & that alexa can't wait to hang out with me again. WTF? she hasn't bothered to talk to me in months, but yet she's looking forward to seeing me. i'm sorry, but does that confuse anyone else? D:
so. that kindda makes me feel like crap. i mean, it's like i'm some toy that she can just put up & get back out whenever she feels like it. UGH. what the hell. i'm not a toy. i'm a human. with feelings. D:
so i don't know. lisa is so excited about the three of us getting together. and i am too, don't get me wrong. but, i don't know if i'll be able to keep from ripping alexa a new one. :[
i love my internet buddies so much <3 there's no stupid drama with you guys <3
so yeah. i'd like to hear your thoughts on all of this. :/ some advice maybe? just let me know what you think? please D:
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