So yeah... ran away to kats house yesterday...I hate my parents... you know what the fight was about? It wasn't about us not watching bitty... noo they couldn't pick the rational thing to get mad at me about. I had a screaming,crying "******** you all i'm running away" fight with my dad because i was kissing Mason. He's under the impression that i am going to be 4 years old forever and he didn't like that his "baby girl" was letting some "strange boy" "slobber all over her" I WAS FURIOUS! And it got so bad that he stopped even being semi-rational about it and just dwindled into petty insults and i got so pissed that i was doing the calm, there are tears of rage in my eyes, racing about my room packing all my s**t into bags while on the phone texting kat making sure i could stay here tonight. But then just as i was heading out the door he came in, all choked up and crying and did his best to make up with me... Its really cheating when they cry at you i swear... Either that or i'm just a big softie who cares too much about everything to purposely hurt a person. So we sat down and talked it out. He's promised to give Mason an actual chance and not just hate him on principle alone and i've promised to "tone it down" with him if theres even a chance that they'll show up and walk in on us. But i still ran away to kat's house anyway and me and my mom are on worse terms than me and my dad are because i ran away instead of staying... and my dad has some father/daughter time planned in the coming weeks where we're going to dig out the old 37 chevy and attempt to work on it... so yeah i'm okay.. i'm still not happy with them and i'm even more skittish and not okay there than i was before but yeah... i'll be okay after awhile... tonight was just blah and i swear there was more than once that i thought spring break was going to repeat itself and i was scared shitless... still am kinda... but like i said i'll be fine... and i'll see you peope wednesday if you're going to kat's mongolian grill thing.. i would go but i have to babysit marie... and on the subject of me being a big softie pushover blarg! anna called tonight in tears after i got to kat's and told me that she went to tell rick that she liked him and he doesn't like her back so her whole world is falling apart and i, being a big softie pushover, sat and talked to her and helped her put herself back together and tomorrow i said i'd stop by on my way home to give her a hug and make sure she's okay.. dammit can i hold a grudge or what... lol so yeah i think this message is long enough
 mistress_of_insanity · Mon Jul 09, 2007 @ 04:18pm · 3 Comments |
