What's this feeling in my heart? I want love, but I can't embrace it I reach out for something...anything But grasp nothing I'm surronded by my pain I thought I could escape But these thoughts have pulled me in again I run around, lost, confused I scream and I cry But no one hears I hear voices, laughing cruely Why can't they hear me? I see people Why do they look right through me? What do I see that they don't? Why do they look familiar? Why do I go right through them? Why are they fading away? It's so cold Where am I bound to? Why is there such a heavy weight on my shoulders? I see a light I reach out for it The light burns me Then it melts away I feel so broken up Is that because I'm lonely? But haven't I been this way for a long time? I don't understand The weights crushing me The laughter is getting louder Are those just voices in my head?! I can't scream anymore, my voice is lost I can't cry anymore, I'm out of tears I see blood trickle down my arm The blood burns me even more As weight gets heavier the blood increases Now I'm falling But I'm still bleeding Now there's a weight on my chest When will it end for good?
I Wish You Darkness · Tue Jul 31, 2007 @ 01:45am · 3 Comments |