Anxiety I feel as if I'm diving in water to deep I think I'm going to drown I take a step back from the water But someone pushes two steps forward I fall in feeling unprepared for this leap As I get deeper and deeper the pressure gets to me Failure is totally possible So is death, espiceally suicide I start crying because... I'm scared I feel alone It's cold I cry in vain My tears are all lost in the water I keep swimming further and further When will my air run out? I had no options from the begining I had to do this no matter what Will I just be a lost soul searching for something meaning less? When I find that something will it be worth it? Will that something give me that sense of Achievement? Will I be able to leave a mark on the world when I find this something? Is this something someone? I puase, but some unseen force pushes me in deeper I cry out in pain But water steals away the sound I'm lost now Does this water ever end? I just foalt Planning my next move... Because now I'm stuck
Some lines have hidden meanings...I think...well here's one I'm sure of 'When will my air run out?' Air represents time.
I Wish You Darkness · Tue Aug 14, 2007 @ 08:13pm · 0 Comments |