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Mood- Neutral
Time- 9:26 PM

Did you ever have something that you didn't know you had?
Something; a feeling; a person.

Did you cry when you lost it?
Because you'll never get it back.

Did you smile to cover it up?
To surpress the sorrow inside.

Did you ever think your heart might skip one too many beats?
A feeling you can't quite describe.

Did you ever shake so much from nerves that you started laughing?
Anything to ease yourself.

Did you ever feel dead because you couldn't cry?
Missing the one feeling that gave you an escape.

Did you ever feel pathetic to all the rest?
To compare yourself to a higher rank.

Did you ever say something that you wish you should've choked on?
Words escaping your lips.

Did you ever smile when you wanted to frown?
Emotions mixed with concerns.

Did you ever feel like a bird in a cage?
Unable to fly away.

Did you ever put love into someone you knew you couldn't trust?
Feeling before thinking.

Did you ever say something that changed your life?
Not able to change the past.

Did you ever feel like you're lost?
Can't find the pathway back.

Did you ever get yourself in s**t so deep that your only way of escape was to dig your way back up?
Reality set in focus.

Did someone you love ever surprise you so much that they practically became a stranger?
Learning to separate the real from the fake; the illusion from the real.

Now...

Do you think you can set things right?

Do you think that in the end things will work out?

Do you...?

Did you...?