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My feelings for you have hit the crossroads.
Loving you goes backwards and forwards.

Where do I go from here?
Which road should I walk down?

Back when I loved you,
I didn't have a single clue,
About who you really were.

I bought in to your act,
And I only saw your mask.

But now I know the true you.
And that's why I don't know what to do.

You never cared about me before.
You only saw my sad face,
And you laughed when I swore.

And just when I was about to make a stand,
And call you on your lies;
You causally touched my hand,
And stared into my eyes.

Now I want to know if that was real.
Because every memory with you feels so surreal.

And all I want is to know the truth.
And I'd like an answer before the end of my youth.

Because you're just taking too long.
You're just wasting so much time.
Am I the one who's wrong?
Or for once am I right?

I'm not asking you to love me.
I just don't want you to leave me.

Is that so wrong?
Am I really not that strong?

Not strong enough to even say goodbye?
I guess not.
Cause the only thing I can do right is cry.

And even now, my tears have gone.
And they won't come back.
And I don't even what's wrong.

Maybe that's because I'm waiting for the day you'll hold me tight.
And tell me that everything's gonna be alright.

But that's dreaming for you.
And dream I do.

I just don't want you to leave my sight just yet.
Even in the biggest thunderstorm.
I don't care if I get soaking wet.

Just call my name.
Even if for you it's all just a game.
Doing that will wash away a bit of my shame.
And help me remember why I even came.

I want you to be there for me.

It's only then when I finally feel free.
For I am a bird stuck in a tree,
Waiting for someone to come and rescue me.

I want you to be there...
No,
I need you to be there.

Because,
In the end,
I just need someone else to care.