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So,
I guess we're closer now.
We've had lots of ups and downs.
And even now I don't know how
I made it this far.

I'm sad that I don't get to see you that often.
And when I do,
You always have to leave before we're done.

You've been really cool to me.
What changed?
After all this time did I finally do something right?

Oh,
You don't know how much I hope this isn't just an act.
And whenever you hold your hand out to me,
I don't know how to react.

I know we're just friends.
But everytime I think about it,
My mind always leaps to new possibilities.

I really never thought this would ever happen.
Maybe it's just the timing,
Or situation.
But I love it when you call my name,
And you mean me.
Not someone else.
Me.

Yeah,
I seem a little obsessive.
But I can't help my little addiction.

I want to get closer to you.
But,
That's something you already knew.

I want to hold your hand in the dancing snow.
And I want to watch the stars put on a little show.
I want to hold your warm body in my arms,
Without the help of any stupid good-luck charms.
I want to lay my head on your shoulder,
And you to hug me when it gets colder.

I know,
I'm such a pathetic dreamer.
Is that so bad?

I wonder if you'll ever feel the same way.
But,
How we are now is still okay.
It just hurts that my feelings for you will never go away.