ok i'm on my dad's laptop, and i am so grounded from everything so if he finds out i snuck on i am even more dead. Well as most of you know my grandpa died recently and we a getting a decent share of his money... well my parents have decided they are probably going to use part of the money to send me to military school because i'm making a 63 and 62 in both my advanced classes, while those grades are by no means something to be praised sense they are advanced classes i receive 10 points more so i am still passing. i'm not saying i'm happy with that grade.. other than that i am making no less than a 86 in the rest of my classes, but i am missing some asingments.. so even if i was passing all my classes with a's and b's i'd still be grounded even for just missing ONE asignment in any of my classes.. not fair.. seriously.. but they say i can't get my act together so they are seriously considering sending me to military school. i don't know how long it will be before i'm ungrounded or i can get on again, and even then you might not hear from me because i could be in military school by that time.. but if it starts to head that way then i am running away from home, hopefully to seek shelter with one of the hardest place for them to get me, in maryland with kit.. nah.. i'll probably become a hobo.. i'm not joking either.. kit still lives with his folks and i'd just be more of a burden. despite what he will likely say on his parents not minding taking me on or happy to have me. so i'm probably going to be living on my own.. well if they don'tsend me to military school and everything evens out soon they also said that they want me out of the house when i turn 18... fine. i planned to leave then anyways. if my boyfriend has his own place by then i can legaly live with him... or if my best friend or any of my good friends do maybe i could stay with them.I'd rather not though.I'd feel like a burden.... which means the most likely senario is me living on the streets or some how obtaining a place of my own, and absolutely finding a job whether it's illegal or not.. i'll find some way to live. they told me to start making arangements soon for me to leave when i'm 18... i plan to leave on my birthday whether i have a place to go or not. i'm a hopeless case to them now. Maybe it's the truth... oh well.. i'm going to keep trying... just because i can't meet their expections doesn't make me worthless.... right?...
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