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Randomness will come through this journal as if flying, and I will explain all my feelings in it... If there is anything that offends you I apologize, but I will not let your criticism destroy what I have placed in this book...
I don't know what I am anymore.


I am not happy that I am single, but I'm not so depressed that I can't live. My heart hurts so much and I feel as if a huge piece has broken away from me. I feel so sunken in depression, but I still have the positive attitude that I normally have. My emotions are mixed. I'm sad and depressed one moment, then happy and joyful another. I broke down about 2:00 am this morning from the pain of my shattered heart, but all yesterday I was chipper.

Nonetheless... I miss Sky and I love him still... and I won't be a part of his life anymore...

Today would have marked our 7th Month Anniversary....

~*Whispers of a Dream*~






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Pure hatred of the heart
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commentCommented on: Thu Dec 06, 2007 @ 04:47am
i see.
forgive me for my earlier rudeness.
i have not been well...
i suppose...
sigh...
if you do want to talk visit Sarah.
theangeloffear

she can help sometimes


commentCommented on: Thu Dec 06, 2007 @ 04:52am
Snowflake

Sit by the fire
Let me tell a tale
Of tragedy and suffering
Redemption incomplete

A tower loomed
Deep within the night
The horsemen was shot down
By the boy of her love

He sleeps now waiting
As the queen of snow kisses his lips

So you see now children
When all alone
Not even her snowflake
Keeps you from the cold

In the tower lies now
A wreath of hope
For the ghost is rising
Covered in snow

If you look out the window
You can see her cloak
Blowing gently through the forest
Waiting for her love

So you see now children
When all alone
Not even her snowflake
Keeps you from the cold

(my alternate story if i had fallen)



Pure hatred of the heart
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the angel of fear
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commentCommented on: Thu Dec 06, 2007 @ 05:12am
now you sound like him stare
i have mah work cut out for me sweatdrop


commentCommented on: Sat Dec 08, 2007 @ 01:06am
Whispers.... I wish that I can be as strong as you one day.....



Aegle Tenshi
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