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I am so sick of the ******** drama in my life. My whole ******** life has been nothing but one dissapointment after the next. My family ******** filled with drama. I am sick of half of my ******** freinds, and honestly wish half the people in my life where not in it.
Lets start with Family drama shall we?
First lets start on the most dramatic part of my family-My Uncle Billy.
I am so sick of everything having to revolve around him, I am so sick of everything having to be his way, I am so sick of his constant pity ******** party and bullshit he PURPOSELY causes. If he is not having one of his princess little puty b***h fits with Us, its his wifes Parents, or her sister, or my Nana, or my Mom. He does stupid s**t, and I am sick of it. For the last three four months he has ben getting me drunk AND high, because he has ruined EVERY ******** realationship he has ever had in his ******** life, so he has to hang out with his son, his other nephew and me in his garage since he has NO FREINDS. Plus he acts like the ******** WORLD OWES HIM SOMTHING, oh poor Billy, and his sad sad hard ******** life, so what you almost died, BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET THE ******** OVER IT, your still here are'nt you, and trust me, it aint cause you had the "strength" to fight death, its because for some odd reason God took pity on your drunken angry a**. I am so sick of him TALKING himself into a realationship he never haqd with my grandpa, saying my grandpa was a big deal to him, and basically telling me the extent to our realationship was the fact that my Grandpa wanted to ******** his sister. Well I have news for every one of you, Everyone knows that the closest people to Jim-MY GRANDFATHER, was me and my Nana, and no one else. But since he basically STOLE from his Mother when my grandpa passed away, he feels guilty so he makes up in his head a little fake reaqlationship he can hide behind his guilt. FYI-My Grandpa only TOLERATED him due to the simple fact that he was my Nana's SON, and no other reason, and if he did have a realationship, why would he tell me THE LAST SUMMER JIM HAD BEFORE HE PASSED< THAT HE HATED THE FACT THAT INSTEAD OF BEING HAPPY MY GRANDPA AND NANA GOT MARRIED< HE CALLED AND ******** CUSSED THEM OUT, plus there is also that little fact that he HATED my Uncles Wife, because she reminds him oh so much of his X-wife, he he hated dearly, and my Grandpa hated no one. I am also sick of Billy thinking he controls realationships, and when he says its off its off, and when he says its on its on. No, that not how it works, you cant play "Lets get mad for no reason and cut some one off from the family" and expect them to just let you back in. Even if my uncle wants to make up with me, it aint happening, because he is one of those toxic realationships who trys to turn everyone against eachother just for fun, plus there is also the fact HE BEAT THE s**t out of my Nana, and His wife, while I WATCHED the ******** thing, over a dead dog. And then proceeeded to Mock my Nanas realationship with her Husband, MY ******** GRANDFATHER, and compare it to his and his DOGS, sorry, but bitches, ARE NOT EQUAL TO HUMANS. Then there is also the little fact that he got me into smoking weed, and drinking, then going behind my back to my Nana and say s**t like "He has the wool over your eyes, he is a major dope smoker, and I dont see why he is the favorite, when my kids are good kids." And then proceeds to talk so much ******** s**t about everyone else in my family to me when we are ******** up. I am sick of his a**, and I am done with that whole side of hypocrites who are no longer family in my eyes.
Then there is my Mom- My Mom has not taken my side with the Billy drama, or supported me at all. She alsways sides with him, and does not support me being almost an adult, and am trying to get out of here to go be with my Dad, but because SHE thinks she knows him completly and has to be a contrling b***h all the time, she wont let me go try to make my life better, when in less than two years, I will be out of here, and not listen to her at all. Our realationship is slipping a little more everyday, and by the time I am 18, there wont be one left to have. I just want to go, I want to get the ******** out of here.
My Cousins- They all sid with my uncle, and all have this bad image of me because of him and my Aunt, I am sick of it.
My Aunt Julie-My God, she always makes me feel excluded and trys her best to exclude me, I am sick of her lazy a**, and her constant competition on whos kids are better, both her and my uncle need to GROW THE ******** UP!.
Thats about it with my family.
Then there is my X-Who is cuasing hella drama, and i am so sick of this bullshit in my life, I cant take it anymore. SO fuccck it dude, I toldmy Dad everything that has been going on recently and hope I can get out now before somthing happens. It sad how the first person to want to make things better is the last person I would expect.
So thats whats going on with me, and I am tired of letting people walk all over me, and lie all the time to my face to make them look better, make up rumors to better themselves, and just plain out drama can go ******** itself, I am done.
 VaughnZ · Tue Dec 18, 2007 @ 02:11am · 0 Comments |
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