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Me and Ash are finally over, i tried to do it nicely but she did not want it that way I guess. She flipped out when honestly she has no ******** reason too, I gave her so many chances and did so much s**t for her and because she wants to play little miss ignorant victim who is never wrong, she flipped it on me-sigh- not like I was not expecting that though. haha, I just think its funny how some people are so ******** hypocritical. Basically we were on good terms and through some major factors of my Mother disliking how angry she makes me, How she claims she is Christian but does not believe in the bible, and how she is pan sexual and finger bangs her girlfriend though her jeans really bugs my Mom. Some of that I had issues with, mainly the religion factor. I am a devoted Christian, and have recently considered myself saved though the path of sin I was walking down, and for her to talk about how the bible, which Christians should have complete faith in is full of lies and hypocrisy really ticked me off. Basically here is what I did, she never changed no matter how many times she promised she would make an effort, promised she would be there, promised she would not blow up, it usually lasts maybe a week before her selfish a** goes back into the same patterns. SO I thought, alright lets see if she will call me if I do not call in a week without giving an excuse why she did not call. Well needless to say she did not call, her excuse was she was exhausted,(Ha! Lets see her handle my load and say she is exhausted) yet she had time to talk to Renci and Amber the whole time but not pick up and call me. Yeeeaaahhhh. SO I made up my mind thanks to the help of some people, I was trying to explain to her the reasons and she began flipping out like an immature little girl who is not getting her way. She dissed my other best friend, Said my MOTHER was a hypocritical judging b***h(anyone who knows me knows my mom is the only thing I have now that my Grandfather is gone)and basically for us to go to hell and ******** ourselves. Well I was going to let it go nice and easy, knowing the situation probably would stress her out, but once she threw my mother into it, I got angry. I mean I could have called her mother some s**t, like how she is a Pot smoking former stripper who surrounds herself with abusive relationships and men, and acts like she is in her early twenties when she is in her late 30s I believe and alls she wants to do is party at the beach. But I did not call that, because I guess I don't want to stoop to her level of immaturity. So then (I have a few things of hers) I needed her to answer her phone just to get an address, give her mine so she can send my s**t, and then we would go our separate ways, but no, she yet again acted like an immature little girl whom continued to hang up (Let me inform you I am 16, and she is 18, and a senior in high school. I already have to work to help pay bills with my Family since we are so broke, I bust my a** for straight A+'s at school, and I put up with so much drama, and she bitches about homework and how they are broke and everything else, and I think "WTF, Your a lazy a** procrastinator who freeloads off you Mom when you SHOULD have been working to help out and get your own s**t by now, instead of cussing your Mom out because you need clothes, or a fan, or a new phone because you flipped out and broke it." Yeah she basically is completely unprepared for the real world, and at that she has such great oppurtunities like her Dad died before she was born so she gets all her schooling paid for. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH STRESS THAT WOULD TAKE OFF MY FAMILIES BACK-YEAH ALOT. SO she is basically an overweight blob of a waste of talent) Anyways wee was I, hmm,Oh yeah and she continued to hang up, like a little pouty princess whom does not get her way. I was just sitting there thinking "What right do you have to say your done, I was not judging you, I was explaining reasoning, and if you think that was judging than s**t your going to be a failure" Because I am sorry we live in a VERY judgmental world here people, lets face the facts. Anyway, so yeah all that for an address and I still don't have it. But whatever, if I don't have it by the end of the week her s**t is out the window and in the trash. The funny part about this whole thing though, is afterward my Best Friend Lizard goes- I am glad your not friends with her anymore, your always so much happier when you don't talk to her" and even my Grandmother commented on how happy I was, and she does not even know Ash. But, I do hope she can make it through the real world, as of right now though , she will go nowhere, she is too judging, does not know when to shut her big a** mouth up, gets too defensive, Constantly contradicts herself, she is ignorant, and could not be in a business enviorment if her life depended on it, and there is also the fact that her sense of reality is warped. But I do hope she can prove us all wrong.
After all this though life has been awesome without her, I have more confidence, I made like a tn of new friends, I don't have to stress about my Best Friend not being there for me, like when my Grandpa died she cussed me out and lied about knowing he was dead, because my Best Friend (Lizard) Has always been there for me. I walk down the street smiling now instead of looking angry. It is just amazing how some people in your life can drag you so far down with them you dont even realize it =]. I also managed to scrounge up enough money for a cheap gym membership, and from that and swimming I will keep losing more than the 20 lbs I have already lost. Hell yeah man Life is Great, God is Love, and the Devil causes Hate. Dont hate but forgive is my advice for you.
Movie Watch: Juno-EXCELLENT! The Water Horse-Cute The curse of the golden flower-Disappointing
Have a great day everyone I'm out to go workout =].
VaughnZ · Fri Apr 18, 2008 @ 01:22am · 0 Comments |
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