I'm not sorry for my "actions"
Because I didn't do anything
I'm not sorry for what I said
Because you provoked me to say it.
I'm not sorry for "hurting" you
But you don't even know me
Even after fourteen years.
You told me you loved me.
You told me you loved me.
You told me you loved me.
You lied.
You lied.
YOU LIED.
I don't want to associate myself with you.
I'm ashamed to be anything of yours.
You aren't what you said you were.
You lied to me.
You lost my trust.
You brought my sister into it.
She had nothing to do with it.
You made her cry.
You made her cry.
You hurt her.
How can you even call yourself anything even close to her?
You told me not to talk to him.
You silently brought him in.
WHAT THE HELL DID HE DO?
He didn't do anything.
He never even said anything to you.
You have never talked to him.
You don't even know him.
Are you afraid of losing my love?
Are you afraid of losing me?
Why are you so damn afraid?
Don't you love me anymore?
Don't you even love me?
You took away everything I really cared for in my life.
MY LIFE.
You don't have control of me anymore.
I'm not your lifeless puppet.
The strings aren't attached anymore.
Are you afraid to even let me go?
Why can't you see that I can manage on my own?
How can you even say you love me anymore?
Because I won't believe you.
I won't even pretend to believe you.
You lied to me.
After all these damned years.
You said you knew me.
I did believe that. I truly did.
Because you "cared" for me all my life.
But what now?
You don't know my friends.
You don't know what I like.
You don't know what I care for.
You don't know who I am.
I'm sickened.
I don't want to say anything to you.
Don't give me the cold stare.
You're just wasting your time.
Because I don't care.
Not anymore.
Not anymore.
So just leave me alone.
I might even let it go.
I wish you'd leave me alone.
I wish you'd leave me alone.
I wish...
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