I'm so sick with myself. I'm so sick of making others worry about me. I'm so sick of losing the people I care so dearly for. I keep failing myself. I keep hurting others. I'm a disgrace.
I'm hopeless. I'm lost. I'm a failure. I'm nothing.
I hurt Mama. I hurt Papa. I hurt Linda.
I can't get it right. I can't get it together. That's why everyone keeps worrying about me. I can see why they're so sick of me. I'm so sick with myself.
I wish I could leave so maybe they wouldn't be so hurt.
V Ko · Wed Jan 02, 2008 @ 02:45am · 0 Comments |