I feel so sad.
My food keeps getting stuck in my throat. I feel like I either going to choke or throw up. I've lost my appetite.
Ouch. Acid reflux... Right next to the anxiety.
I think I did something wrong. I feel like I wronged some one Because there's an empty pit of guilt in my stomach. Did I even do anything? I wonder if I should really feel guilty Because I don't even know the truth.
I'll give space to everyone now.. Maybe whomever I feel guilty for wants space away from me.
I'm going to cut back computer time Because I don't think it's worth going on If I keep feeling horrible inside And that it's not really helping.
No good night tonight neither. And maybe not for a while. I'm too sad for it.
V Ko · Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 01:18am · 0 Comments |