I thought that I was happy, I thought I was over you, & I thought you were over me. I had a smile on my face being with my friends & you still would pop into my mind & I would think about you the rest of the day. I would go about everyday every once in awhile giving you a thought into how you were doing & if you were happy in your life & I would even talk to you when I would get the chance. But lately something has been happening....You have been on my mind more then ever & I miss what we had more & more each day but I know that nothing will come of it & it kills me even more. I have been with more guys then I would like to admit but you are the one who treated me right & the one who always put a smile on my face whatever kind of mood I was in. You still have all my heart & I didn't realize it until it was too late to say anything... I don't know if your actually taking the time to read this or if you even care but I do know that you know who you are & quite frankly I need to know. Am I chasing a lost cause or do we still have a chance of being together once again? Am I being a fool for holding onto these feelings? Please tell me I need to know if we are going to be again or are we forever through.....Because my heart is breaking with every moment I'm not loving you. The worst way of missing someone, is haveing them sitting right next to you, knowing that you can't have them. <BR> heart ~Angelic Bride~
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