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I long for one moment of release.
Just one moment to escape.
To forget what I'm dying for.
To get away from those I hate.

Take me into your arms and show me bliss.
The kind a master can only make his slave feel.
Remind me of the things they miss.
Remind me that this pain is real.

Despair fills my lungs to help me breathe.
It has enslaved the hollow hole I call my heart.
It has taken the last bit of soul in me.
And it lovingly rips me apart.

With each gash my wrists endure despair grows.
To take over my body once more.
No one can deny the power that it shows.
Despair is the reason I live for.

Don't deny me my right to drown in the sea.
To let all my hopes fall away.
To let the fear take hold of me.
To let the despair once again have it's way.

I bleed for the love I lost.
I bleed for the lies having been told.
I bleed because it's the cost;
Of having given in to something so cold.

So master of mine, be painful but swift.
For I cannot leave your side.
For the pain you give will be truly missed.
And the fulfillment cannot be denied.

Despair fills my lungs so I may breathe.
It has become a part of me.
Don't ask me how, or why don't I go.
For you all are the slave drivers, just thought you should know.