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What is this?
After all this pain. Pain caused. I still love her. Didn't think it was possible. I'd still die before purposely harming her. I'd die for her. Hell there is alot I'd die for....But after this? I did notihng wrong and i am shunned by all. This isn't fair but it is in fact life. I'll live on. I'll never give up. And Every time I fall I shall rise again. I did nothing wrong. I didn't hurt her. It almost makes me angry. but I can control that. The only time I truly get angry is when someone pushes me to far (which hasn't happened in a while) Or when you hurt someone I care for. I guess to protect her I have to stay away from her. I'll keep my eye out and my phone on though. She knows that. She doesn't need me, but Ill be here anyways. So what is this? Stay away from her or else? Excuse me woman I think you have brought more harm to her than I ever have. More help to but that is besides the point. Excuse me woman but why can't you talk anything out? Why do you scream and shout like a child? Why must you act so smart at times and a smartass at others? Grow up woman. Seriously. You hurt her. But you care for her to. your her mom. It's the only reason I still have respect for you. I have alot of time to think. not many people left to hangout with and no video games. I walk alot now... and other things. yard work weights etc. I guess all this exercise is good for me. But the pain in my heart still hurts. Why can't i make that part of my body stronger? It hurt when she said that. "Stay away from her or else.... You don't even want to know." Know what? What you will do to me? I still see this as an empty death threat. I think we all have a past. Our own little Connections. there is a reason I consider myself a Demon Slayer. Tainted or otherwise. I'm not afraid of you. Your husband. Or your children. threaten me that's fine...But please don't direct any threats toward anyone I care for ok? I'm asking nicely....Please?
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