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I'm crippled.the things i once said never mattered to me i started to care for and i have fallen to my knees. it started in the beginning with 1 then one day i stumbled upon the greatest influence in my life. it kept me afloat in this cold cruel hating world.it made me cry it made me smile it made me laugh.but most of all it made me happy.i finally had something. something that made me truly happy made me someone made me important and made me well me. i made a mistake along my way though.and i hurt this thing.the most important thing in my life.i added to its problems.i don't really care whatever problems iv caused myself from my mistake its more the things it has caused to this....person. cry i feel so much guilt and regret from that mistake. because it caused so much stress so much extra pain to this person that its enough to sink my heart. sad i have no idea how i can make it up to this person. so much extra stress pain confusion. -hangs head down and looks at the ground- how could they ever actually forgive me? and even if they did how can i forgive myself question
i hope in the end of this run...that u'll be happy.that everything can work out and u can be happy. that is all i hope for.i don't care if i am forgiven be me or u, i don't care if I'm happy. i just want u to be happy.

ok iv said what i wanted to. its all out there.


just for old times.

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