The truth is...my life has fallen apart. and iv been trying to piece things together for the longest of times.And im just failing left and right.im trying to stay alright im trying to stay myself but its not working.im entirely exhausted;i cant cheer my friends up when they need it im useless to u all.i don't deserve to know you...iv just giving up on everything ok. no guitar no more struggling to keep ties with everyone i just cant do it.
im not writing anymore either...i cant write well anyhow. im falling for the last time. cuz im not going to try to get up anymore.i care about a lot of people but im not included in them. and i cant help all these people because i cant even keep myself together so...I'm Sorry.i wont accomplish anything. i cant help anyone. every1 i come into contact with i just end up making there life worse. and for those who knew me b4 i broke. im not the same.ill never be the same.i cant be how i was.i dont have a sense of humor even if i didnt have a good one and i was crazy.im just me now. i care a lot about some of u and the others i care about too.i just cant be who i was.this isnt to make people feel bad this isnt any1s fault anyway.its mine.i put a lot on my shoulders and obviously i was way over estimating myself. ok i hate talking about my feelings...
it just burdens others.or at least mine do. bye.
and none of u will probly see this anyways not many people read my journal entrys.
bye. cry
my fault.it's my fault for everything that has happened to me. sorry being crazy.
ninja -sneaks out-
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