Well, today I decided to search for someone that I haven't seen in 3 years...
And I used to like him...
Well, here's the story:
I liked the guy for as long as I known him, 4 years, and, then he moved. Before he moved, I gave him a letter saying I liked him. Except the letter was a secret one so he didn't know who it was from. And, i never got to tell him it was me. I kinda guessed he knew but, I was never sure...
Anyways, I waited a year. I never go to tell him. He was gone.
After that year went by, I fooled myself and stopped liking him.
Then, another guy came. I fell in love with him, cause I saw something inside of him. I told him, but he didn't like me back.
So, awhile later, is today. When talking to my close friend, she said she thought that the first guy I liked, might have liked me back. I was a bit surprised. But then all these memories of him just flashed through my head. All these memories I tried to forget. It all flashed through my head. It was wierd. It was like something that was supposed to be in a story.
Then something went off in my head. I needed to contact him. To tell him I wrote the note. To find out how he felt. To know what he's been doing.
Now I'm on a search to contact him.
I have his phone number, somewhere in my messy room. I have a friend in missasauga, which is where i think he might live. I have 2 very close friends helping me.
I'm now searching. But I'm also abit scared. Cause, I've changed from before. I used to be naieve, a bit more girly, and different in other ways. I'm now Tomboyish, a bit punkish, strong hearted, and more... Different.
I've changed. He's probably changed too. It's been 3 years.
I'm now searching, for someone I haven't talked to or seen him in 3 years. I will find him though. I will...
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