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I wish i neva lied to you.
I wish i neva did.
Now everytime i say something you won't know if its true.
When you found out i lied to you i thought everythang wuz thru.

I wish i could thank of something to talk about on tha phone.
and not sit there bein all quiet and boring
I try to talk about things,Thoughts in my mind im storing
Its just alot of times i don't know what to say to u cus im afraid imma say sumthin stupid and embarress my self in front of you.

I wish i could hold you in my arms.
I wish you didn't live that far away.
I wish i could see you everyday.
I wish that i could be more than what i am,Maybe then i could make you happy

I wish i always knew what to say.
I wish that i didn't act the way i do, but i can't help it, i get that way when i talk to you
I wish i'd never made you mad,when i made you mad, you did something, && dat made me sad.

I wish you had more self esteem, i try to tell you not to put yourself down but you don't listen to me && that makes me feel like a clown.
I wish i was older and knew how to love you better.
I wish i was there with you.
I wish i knew how to talk to you.

I wish i could do so much more for you, s**t if i was there, I'd do everythang that i could do.
I'd hold you, and hug you and kiss you and such
Even though weve never met in person, i love you so much.
I wish i was there so i could feel your touch.

I wish i could do all these things that i can't.
I'mma try, I'mma be alot more blunt
I'mma think of things to talk bouht with you
I'mma stop acting tha way i do on the fone, i know i ruin my image like you said

I'mma do everything in my power to fix it, I want you to think highly of me, Not by the time this is all over, wish i was dead.
I'mma find a way to see you, even tho we both know the chances of that are as slim as a piece of thread.
I'mma do everything i can to keep you, I'mma do everythang i said, I hope that 1 day in tha future you && me will be wed buht until then i want to make sure that no more tears are shed.