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A poem from the heart...
How could you do this to me? you told me you loved me, it seemed like you cared, i put my heart out there once again and i gave you a chance, but now my hearts in pieces, i never got the opprotunity to give it a second glance, Damn, you really know how to make someone feel like a piece of s**t, Not pickin up the phone, Not callin me, you chewed me up and now you've spit. Why would you do this to me David? I thought for once i actually wasn't bein lied to, I didn't want to give my heart to you like this, I didn't try to. How silly of me to think that for once i wasn't bein lied to, How dumb of me to think you actually cared, Why would you do this to me, i guess the "love" i thought we had just wasn't there. Even though we haven't talked enough to actually say it's over, my instincts tell me it is, Probably got some chick on the side, just tryna get your cheap thrills. Right about now my hearts laying on the ground in a million pieces, Why can't you just tell me that it's over instead of taking me on this rollercoaster ride of emotions, why can't you just be decent? I knew this wouldn't work out, I knew it was too good to be true, I knew god wouldn't bring me something as good as what was pertrayed to be you. I would have done anything for you, i really mean that from my heart but right about now, you on the edge, playin with my emotions, that isn't smart. You said you don't like when people ******** with your emotions, So why would you do that to me && why the hell you'd be so two faced is beyond what my hazel eyes can see. I wish that this cycle i seem to be in would just end, I wish this road that god is taking me down would bend, Or at least would just go straight and stop ******** with my men because i can't take this heartache anymore, I shouldn't have to feel this way, I shouldn't have to keep walking through these empty doors, I shouldn't have to keep feeling the way i do, That's why i was feelin glad when god brought me to you, But i see once again god has gone and decieved me, He's turned me in the wrong direction, he's torn me apart at the seams, What my future holds i don't know, What will this life of mine bring? Will it ever get any better? Because right now, that's not what it seems, It feels like ive done something wrong, && i'm getting reamed. I might of lied to you about a few things, but it looks to me like you've lied about our love, i thought you were something heaven sent, I thought maybe God brought me something from above, But now your flying away from me, Disappearing into the clouds like a snow white dove and theres nothing i can do but sit back and watch you, I guess God's tryna teach me a lesson, sayin Lissa, you can't have your cake and eat it too. I love you still, like you told me like you said, ill love you forever, i'll love you till tha day i die and David, I'll always remember everything you said to me and everything you did, Thanks for not treating me like i'm a dumbass, Thanks for not treating me like i'm a kid, Thanks for telling me you loved me even if you said it and it wasn't meant, If this doesn't work out, Which it probably won't, I hope you find happiness and love even though you probably don't.
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