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When
When will I get over him? when will I no longer cry tears? It feels like the answer is never, It feels like everyday that passes is more like some years. When will I move on && find another? Never because I believe we were meant for each other. When will he realize how much I truly love him? When will the light shone on this relationship turn bright again, for a while it's been dim. When will I be whole again? When will I get my baby back? When will I stop feeling like without him I'll have a heart attack. When will I be ready for him? When will I be mature enough? How long before I am able to open myself up to him? When will I be able to move forward && grow? When will the guilt be lifted from my shoulders? When will I once again gain his trust? When will I get it back, because in a relationship, trust is an absolute must. When will I be able to get a good night sleep again? When will I not think about this situation 24/7? When will I no longer feel jealousy && animosity towards what seems like a friend turned enemy? When will I once again be able to open && walk through this locked && sturdy door? When will I see him? When will he see me? It feels like an eternity since I've been happy && worry free. Just like Jasmine Sullivan said 'I need yu bad' I want so badly to have the strong, beautiful man I once had back. When will my heart no longer be shattered? When will these tears not fall? I don't have him here with me, like I want, && that's what hurts the most of all. When will I be able to hold him in my arms && make love to him, like I want to? When will I think about him && not cry? when will I stop feeling like I've made the biggest mistake of my entire life? When will I again be able to breathe? When will the air be returned to my lung'sz? when will I be able to pick up the phone && call him without being scared or feeling weird. When will I gain back the sun in my sky, the key to my heart, the twinkle in my eye, my baby, my man, my 1 && only, without him here, my heart is lonely, my soldier, cus'z luv is like war, my key, cus'z he opens every door in my soul, my king cus'z I'm a castle, my story cus'z I'm the words, My gas, cus'z I'm the fire, my flock, cus'z I'm a bird, my universe, cus'z I'm the earth, when I ask, that's all I want to know, when will I be able to pick up && glue the pieces of my heart back together cus'z without him it's broke
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