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Maybe I'll never find true love
Maybe I'll never find something that's truly heaven sent, or something sent from above.
Maybe I'll always be told lies.
Maybe I'll always be alone.

Maybe I'll always sit && dwell on things in the past.
Maybe I'll never find my soul mate.
Maybe I'll never have a heart that's unbroken, it's falling apart at an alarming rate.
Maybe I'll never in actuallity, be happy, because I only find things to make me happy for a short period of time && to numb me.

Maybe I'm the one to blame.
Maybe I'm the problem.
Maybe I should give love a break.
Maybe I should give up on my journey to find love, it seems as if I never come to a break in the road.

Maybe I'll never be looked at as anything besides what i was looked at to be in the past.
Maybe I should take this life of mine, it's going nowhere very fast.
Maybe I am the one in the wrong, maybe I'm the reason my relationships never last.
Maybe I'll never be seen as anything more than a piece of meat,or something you can ******** && leave.

Maybe I'll never find my one && my only, maybe my heart will always be broken, in pieces, torn apart && lonely.
Maybe I'll always be stepped on && ran over.
Maybe I'll always be something you can quickly brush from your shoulder.
Maybe I'm not worth love, maybe I'm just something you can push around && shove.

Maybe I'm just in life for the ride.
Maybe I'll always be the b***h on the side.
Maybe I'll never get someone to commit just to me, maybe this is karma for what I've done, maybe I'm just getting what I have coming to me.
Maybe I'll never be seen as anything other than a person who's emotions you can ******** with.