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Please end this..
end my life
I can't deal with the suffering
the pain I feel everyday

Everyone was right
Love is eternal suffering
and even if it is,
there was no way I could've resisted falling in love with you.

Once friends, then lovers, and now enemies
but the love still kills me inside
Please help me
end it
stop the love before it intoxicates my brain,
as it poisons my blood.

Just stab me in my heart,
tell me that you despised me all along
that you just used me for your desires
and that you love the taste of my tears

Just kill me
leave me on the floor bleeding and walk away
You think it's a crush,
but its love
and that's a fact

Show me the beast you're behind your beauty,
and leave me on the floor bleeding,
releasing my life and the love i have for you
so I can rest in eternal peace

Cause i can't hurt myself
I've tried but I can't
Its difficult
and I need you to do it.

Leave me on the floor bleeding,
dying and crying,
let me see that you despise me
that you hate me

Cause this pain is killing me inside
poisoning my blood
and I can't resist loving you.