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Evanescence-My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me


I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me



such a beautiful song by Evanescence. Forgive me if i've spelled it wrong. This song reminds me of someone...well some people. Right now i'm a little...uneased. Why? my heart's in pain, and my mind is tormented by fear. I had a nightmare last night...it was horrible...woke up feeling liek s**t sweating. i layed on my bed to think through the nightmare....would that, could that really happen? It was on my mind through out the day, i secretly thought of it...and secretly wanted it to happen...my greatest fear has becoem that dream, well the meanign of the dream... well i'm going to bed, got a funk day ahead tomorrow.