my extreme amount of sadness is almost completely uncomprehending.almost as uncomprehending as how i cant for once predict the reaction or actions of another person.I'm always so worried of what they think,what they will say if they will understand. its usually the exact opposite of what i expect.with this and the amount of loneliness and rejection from others.... is creating this.......wall of depression.
that i can seem to overcome. with my pride i don't want help. but with this struggle, or more along the lines of torment, my mind screams for it. the more i sink into this depression and let it consume me the more i feel.....that I'm losing more and more of what sanity i had possessed.I'm sick very sick. not like most though not physically.
I'm very sick; sick mentally. i only have hell 3 no 2 friends, of which it is a rarity i speak with or see.
And i sit here just writing this not knowing if it even makes sense.why must i always question everything? why am im so wrong?i'm so ******** weird.
bye.....
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