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Just to let you know right f***ing now. (especially those emo kids that keep complaining about the crap they go through and to deal with it they cut themselves [yeah that works out SOOOOO well]) I mentally survived for 15 YEARS, sometimes I would like somebody else try and see if they tough it out or just kill themselves. (seriously that is the only thing I knew and could do in that time frame) I'm going to be dead SERIOUS that I have never had a relationship EVER. Just to give you a time frame of how long it was I was 7 now I'm 22. Whenever I say I never had a girlfriend, I REALLY never had had a girlfriend, sometimes I don't think I wanna be found. (will expand when necessary)