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Every time I hear people say the words like "ready to put that ball and chain on?" Sometimes I want to blow their face off with a shotgun. For some pathetic people like that it tells me that that they have no honor whatsoever. For me it wouldn't be attaching a ball and chain to me, but would release me from it when it has been there for so many years. All I could want is freedom, the kind of freedom to assure me that I'm wanted. Like from the lyrics from My Sacrifice which is "When you are with me I'm free" When I get married some day (which is nothing like the "the old days" where girls only got married because of power, expected of them or something lame like that) I DO want to start a family and just to be clear as crystal UNLESS my wife says to get remarried IF by complete random, freak of chance she passes on, (God forbid it) I'm going to keep my vow NEVER to remarry. (because of the fact that my wife released me of my chains of loneliness when the darkness in my heart threatened to completely take over)...to be continued