I've lived without regret
How can you believe
It was that easy to forget
When I loved you everyday
Because I said I knew I would
And needless to say
More than anyone ever could
I stupidly thought you had it in you
To truly, deeply care
Because the one thing you'd do
Is always be right there
I fantasised you meant
Every single word you said
And believed it to the extent
That I might as well be dead
I cannot ever let you in
Like I did before
My courage has worn thin
I can't take it anymore
I can't let myself trust,
Or trust myself at your side
Because it's wasted time
That's murdering my pride
I will climb every mountain
Drown in every stream
Skip through every nightmare
Scream through every dream
I'll stich up my secrets
Never let you in once more
Beat you bleeding out of my heart
Then tightly lock the door
I'll kill us both, just watch
I'll do anything you see
To make sure I forget the boy
Who chose to forget me
