That it's now you choose to go
It's strange, I can't see
How you ended up in love with me
And I tried, every single day
To stop you from taking my breath away
But I swear, it was enough
When you said all that stupid stuff
When you said, you'd care
He just didn't compare
When he tried, and failed
Thoughts of you prevailed
So I risked, risked all of it
Prepared to take every hit
I knew he'd hurt, I knew I'd bleed
I take pain for things I need
My drug, my secret release
We waited for the feelings to cease
Just junkies, we gave in
I needed you coursing, under my skin
One night, together
One promise of forever
Waking up, held tight
Made me sure, I'd got it right
Today, the next day
I didn't know what you'd say
You loved me? You still do?
Just things I'd expect from you
Two days, two days long ago
You never really understand who you know
He doesn't know, what occured
And you still haven't, said a word
Not to him, and not to me
After all, you pretended to be
Withdrawal symptoms, start to hit
And all I want is to be done with it
But what I'd do, for eternal use
To forever fall, into your abuse
I'm so hurt, so abused
It's not right, being used
But your drug is filling me
And I don't mind it's killing me
