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Didn't get into the radiology program like I had hoped.. they sent me the typical "We spent a lengthy process examining your application.." blahblahblah.

Basically -- I didn't make the cut. They tossed me aside like yesterday's garbage. So, I'm not really sure what I'm going to do with my life right now.. there are people I have to talk to, (like my aunt) and figure out what to do.. but right now, everything seems so bleak, and pointless.

Radiology was basically the job I was going to have.. it was my "job" for life, you know? I didn't really know what else I'd do if this fell through, so I was just determined that it -couldn't- fall through, that it was something I was going to do, and be good at, and then that'd be the one job I had for life.. but it apparently won't work that way.

Since I didn't get in for the fall, I guess I have to wait another two years to get a CHANCE of getting in again.. *sigh* this is s**t. I'll probably figure something out -- I'm very resourceful.. it's just so depressing when your plans fall through.. I never wanted to be the person who went from minimum wage job to minimum wage job, barely scratching by.. I wanted to be able to move out where I wanted when I wanted... I just wanted everything to go right.