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I don't know what's wrong with me today.. I just feel very emotional today. I had a wonderful dream about Chloe, and I never wanted to wake up from it.. then when I did, I had odd twinges, and now I feel very somber.. I'm sure it'll pass.. it may just be me adjusting to the recent change.. or it might be because I miss her... it might be a million things, including stress.. which I've been under quite a bit of lately.

I really don't know why I'm feeling this way.... I feel so serious.. so.. deep..?

I think my heart is finally surrendering.. my trust issues are slowly dissolving, my emotional depth is increasing leagues at time.. and so I'm adjusting to it.. I really don't know..

It may just be one of those days.. but I feel like writing about it.. it could be because of the stars.. and it's just one of those emotional days where everything seems to make sense, everything clicks, perfectly.. and you feel like an outsider looking in.. a very calm, emotionless emotional state.. I feel so gloomy, but at the same time, I'm not miserable.. I'm just.. content.

I'll chalk it up to the stars and stress, because everything else is going great.. probably because I have to take my driving test soon.. and getting a job for the first time is kinda scary... yeah, stress.. ^ ^

[UPDATE]
oh dur

I'm feeling a bit bummed because I had a dream about chloe, now I miss her XD

Knowing the cause helps me cope..