Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I feel sorry for the kid, I really do.

She doesn't know what the ******** to do, one the one hand, she loves me, but on the other, she's not sure if she's read to commit yet.. I mean, I know all her reasoning for everything she does and everything, and what she's going through, and I feel horrible for her.

Is there anything I can do to help her? No, there isn't. This is something she has to do herself, something she has to go through herself.. and if at the end of the day, she decides to stay with me, more power to her, but if not, I totally understand.

As for me, I'm not exactly leaving her behind right now, but I'm planning my future alone, just incase. I mean, I love her with all my heart.. but I'm also ready to be alone if that's what is going to happen..