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Chloe says we're still on break -- and so, I decided, ya know what, ******** it, I'm not going to think about it anymore.

I made her sit on the sidelines for 5 years, so hell, I don't mind sitting there myself for a while now.Pretty much given up on us getting back together anytime soon, really XD

Relationship-wise, I see myself as single.. like, 110% single.. but that's only because I know nothing will happen between now and IF me and Chloe get back together.. ('cuz hey, it's still a big 'who knows') but yeah, not planning on anything happening any time soon... so I'm just going to stay her good friend, and do whatever.

If things go in a direction (with her) that I don't like, then.. I'll let her know, but since we're already broken up, I don't really think it'd make much of a difference, other than me telling her, "hey, not getting back with you, sorry. <//3" o o' but yeah.. eh, I just don't know~

In a month or two though, if we're not back together, then I really will give up hope on us getting back together any time soon, and I'll honestly keep my eyes open and look for another lover.. (even though, I doubt I'll find anyone even CLOSE to as perfect as Chloe..)

So, yeah.. I just dunno. I'm leaving it all up to her, because in the past, she's left it all up to me, so yeah..... (and in comparison, i've done much, much, much worse to her..)