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Lilly's Diary
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Curse you brain!
K, so I got to talk to Chloe, we talked about eachothers horoscopes, hers basically said.. well I'll just paste it.

C Horoscope Today
Latch on to what your mind has to say today, X. More than likely, your rational brain knows the right way to go. Your mood is the one that is apt to dictate the action, but let your brain handle the steering. The key today is to not get overly worked up over nothing. Tempers are likely to rise up today in heated debates over what is fair and what is not. Become a part of the solution instead of part of the problem.


C Lovescope Today
Whether you are just about to enter into a relationship, or just about to leave one, the day's planetary aspect indicates that this is a great time for discussion on any important issues. It is also a positive time for socializing in general, especially if you are still looking for the romance of the century. Talking to new people is the answer.


C Lovescope Tommorow
You may be feeling a little rejected. Whether it was your fault or theirs is not really the issue. What does need to be acknowledged, through heart-to-heart discussion, is that both of you have contributed to the problem, and it will take both of you to solve it in such a way that you are truly happy with the results.


So yeah, not exactly positive things.. >__>;;

&then she said she wanted to call, just to talk.. and I'm like, "well I could call, I'll have to check about my minutes and all, and she's like, "not right now, wait until tonight" and she's going back to her house.. && Of course, rationally, I know it didn't mean anything

BUT, AS A CANCER, I'm like, 'OMFG! IS THERE SOMETHING SHE WANTS TO TELL ME?! IS IT BAD NEWS! AHHHHH WHY GODDD WHYYY~" XD

Writing it out helps me see how silly it really is.. and it helps me relax about it. I feel better now.

We'll probably talk about something somewhat serious tonight, not sure if we will or not~ &&if her horoscopes are right, and it's me & her who get into a fight, then fine, whatever.. I won't care. If it's not us, and tonight is pretty calm, and we're both just happy though, then ******** yeah, I'll be happy as hell XD

I just hope everything works out. I'm feeling very at peace with our relationship, until my paranoia, like right now, strikes but other than that, I just want her to be happy. If there is another guy, then.. I hope she's happy. If she decided that she finally wants to leave me, then.. Hm. Nothing I can do about it, she'll be happier alone XP

Not my choices to make, so if that's what she thinks will make her happy, I'm sitting here like, "******** YEAH, I'M ALL FOR IT!" .. or that's how I want to feel anyways. I know I'll hurt like a b***h -if- she leaves me.. but I'm good at being strong for others, I'll make it.





 
 
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