I keep getting a very calm feeling; when I think about the entire ordeal, I feel very calm, which is very strange.. normally I'm freaking out. Hell, even sitting here on the computer, I only started this entry because I was somewhat freaking out.. so I guess I'm too tired to care, or my trust in Chloe has been completely restored..
I only hope I'm this calm during the rave though x x''..
I'm thinking, I'll probably stay up until 1-2 saturday night, nothing new for me, really.. might stay up later just incase (however if she's home that late, I'm sure she'll crash and all~)
&&I dunno. I keep telling myself to think of the rave as a club, and for some reason that's calming me. I know Chloe isn't going to do anything 'n all, I keep saying, I trust her... and I guess I really do.. I dunno. I still want to talk to her after the rave and all though, if I can.. make sure everything went okay, make sure she had fun, make sure nothing happened..I mean, I'm sure it'll all be okay, but still...
but hey, she'll blow off steam and feel a lot better afterwards, and with how everything's been going for her lately, I can't blame her for wanting to go, to blow off steam, 'cuz otherwise she may go crazy~ (lol, not really.. but yeah)
I'm mostly freaking out about myself freaking out right now... I'm terrified I'm going to be paranoid about her going.. more so than I am about her actually going.. o__o'' so basically, I've become her XD "OH NO, JAMES IS GOING TO SPAZ ABOUT THIS...wait.. I am james.. fffffffffffffffffffff-" and that's pretty much how I feel XD
Oh wow, Today's horoscope is amazing o__o;;
Todays Horoscope
Today is a good day to speak from the heart, James. Maybe you are having some stressful things that are happening. Instead of holding all of that worry inside, try to share some of it with others. Confess your concerns to your romantic partner. Maybe they can help you to get a more balanced perspective on things. Or talk to a good friend about what is really on your mind. By opening up, stressful energies will be released.
Todays Lovescope
A get-together, perhaps in your home, might involve couples who are very happy together - and have been for a long time. This could open up some longing for the same sort of relationship between you and your special someone. If all these people are still so much in love, why can't that happen to you? Don't be surprised if the evening closes with an intense discussion and an unspoken understanding.
OH LOL! Tomorrow's lovescope is 110% accurate too, scary
Tomorrows Lovescope
You and that special someone in your life may be currently overwhelmed with responsibilities, and therefore you both might want to blow off some steam by staying out late, perhaps dancing at clubs. This is a good idea; you could use some fun. Nonetheless, try to get home at a decent hour. Depriving yourself of sleep will only make your obligations that much more difficult to fulfill tomorrow.
