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I just want to type, now.

I want to talk..about nothing.. I dunno.

I feel like typing...

I had a weird dream...I kept saying very strange sayings..

"Hearts are like porcelain dolls, beautiful, but so easy to shatter"

I also had a dream that Chloe called me on my cell, and we were talking and talking.. but I was still single.. and I don't remember what we were talking about, but it was basically friend stuff.. nothing important, really. I remember walking outside in my back yard, and seeing a power line down though, the dog kept running at it, and barking at it, and I just stared at it.. then I went inside and told dad about it, then.. I don't remember what else happened.

I couldn't sleep this morning either, after I got the phone call telling me I got the job.. so I just layed in bed, stared at the computer waiting for Chloe to get on, got tired, started sleeping, that failed, so I started surfing the net, then she signed on, TOTALLY ******** ignored me after about 5 minutes, then got offline without saying anything.

Really, her friend Lindsey was atleast nice enough to let me know what was going on. ******** up as it is to say, Lindsey may actually be a better girlfriend at times.. but yeah, I'm not going down that road. Not even going to pretend I want to think about it, so I'm just going to stop writing about it.

I guess I'm going to play a game now or something, take my mind off... whatever. I don't know. I honestly hate life. :3