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May start up my old gaming blog too.. who knows, may make it a personal rl blog 'cuz this journal is filling up pretty quickly ;o~

K ANYWAYS.

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I was talking to chloe last night.. blahblah. she's not happy.. she's very blah.. and miserable.. and bleh.. and she said she was happy with me.. irl.. and I was happy with her, and.. LIFE SUCKS PRETTY ******** HARD.

Yup. That's the jist of it, life is a ******** dirty hairy c**t to her.

'cept.. I make her happy. SO that makes me happy and I love her. < <;

ALSO. the thing i did...........................................................................idk

OKAY, ******** IT, It's really not a big deal so I'm not going to build it up, I SMOKED A CIGAR.

A thin cigarette cigar thingy. I was frustrated at life, and I've never smoked before, so I decided I was going to try it. I was like, 'WELL ******** LIFE.. i want to experience this atleast once = =" and so I did.

It was horrible.

It relaxed me.. and made me very WOOSH light headed kinda.. it was a strange feeling, but yeah, it was horrible. The smoke burned my throat and then I had smoke breath and it was all blahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Not worth it. I just wanted to be able to say I did it.. I'm probably never going to do it again. If I do, I wont' talk about it.. since I'm not the smoker type. It's too.. blah. :c